Reality is a form of a dream only experience when your eyes are open. My mind prevents me to close my eyes from ‘Reality’ until my hands are tied, but not to my own. 18/Male/St.Andrew,Jamaica http://facebook.com/0h.JoelTumblr (3.0; @ohjoel)http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/<p>I just know you&#8217;re holding back on how you feel with me and my decisions so far, as well as even preventing some of them that I think will propel me forward in life.<br/><br/>We don&#8217;t see eye to eye Dad and you&#8217;re holding me back. <br/><br/>My college fund isn&#8217;t even being exactly payed by you, yet you&#8217;re against letting me move out to concentrate on my studies. <br/><br/>I wanted a simple first car badly, but you were one track minded on not sharing one with me or letting me get a manual car.<br/><br/> I got a Motorcycle instead and you pretend like you&#8217;re okay with it, yet you never bought me safety gear or ensured my lessons that you helped me pay for were worth it.</p> <p>You do help me out a little now and then, but I honestly just can&#8217;t grow with the lack of motivation and favouritism. <br/><br/>I don&#8217;t wanna push you down to do that but please stop being so, i don&#8217;t know&#8230;. Strange towards me.</p>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/51186115220http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/51186115220Thu, 23 May 2013 20:14:48 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/627c66b14676428be376905708d0cb29/tumblr_mn6qcq3IXN1qczwklo1_400.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://red-lipstick.tumblr.com/post/51052381649/gif-james-jean-ovm-strata" class="tumblr_blog">red-lipstick</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>GIF - James Jean OVM Strata</p></blockquote>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/51056646490http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/51056646490Wed, 22 May 2013 03:29:49 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c723dcc3b6f0e7b99e55564ac46b9991/tumblr_mixrgd99yD1qd7iefo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50975925414http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50975925414Tue, 21 May 2013 03:26:19 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lo8o6i8Lzg1qdmrmlo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50975548630http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50975548630Tue, 21 May 2013 03:15:04 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1c018f2b96e84c1d359dce73c33a6af4/tumblr_mesfswYTN31qg4mnko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50967596066http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50967596066Tue, 21 May 2013 00:27:57 -0400<blockquote> <p>i never really liked</p> <p>my name </p> <p>much</p> <p>until i found out </p> <p>what it tastes like </p> <p>when you sigh it </p> <p>into my</p> <p>mouth</p> </blockquote>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966484726http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966484726Tue, 21 May 2013 00:10:51 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b695b3ed3732cfb5de4a563780f40a01/tumblr_mmnjuoUKkX1qmi5uao1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966436999http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966436999Tue, 21 May 2013 00:10:08 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m39tmiel5d1qjw0elo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966415922http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966415922Tue, 21 May 2013 00:09:49 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7b64c238856453231cca7fae844ffc2a/tumblr_ml09xkGvPw1qefhxso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966408880http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966408880Tue, 21 May 2013 00:09:42 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md5hm9cQJf1rivgfbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966392908http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966392908Tue, 21 May 2013 00:09:28 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5b77f54ff1fac9ad4c012d0b7c55ebd1/tumblr_mma7kq5MRt1qd4mvdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966385906http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966385906Tue, 21 May 2013 00:09:22 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/eaa2b88f38e29a8e2da58860f949c2cb/tumblr_mn4d36g35P1qdhsq0o1_400.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966351627http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966351627Tue, 21 May 2013 00:08:51 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5e40f4d6292e60b15b7058b9b1bdcdfb/tumblr_mmx86aqIqQ1r0sw6qo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966334429http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966334429Tue, 21 May 2013 00:08:35 -0400<blockquote> <p>have you ever been so wildly attracted to someone you can actually feel it driving you insane</p> </blockquote>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966329009http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966329009Tue, 21 May 2013 00:08:31 -0400<p>Mother I can hear you laughing in my head. Am I going insane?</p>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966294720http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50966294720Tue, 21 May 2013 00:08:00 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdcn06iSop1rbavngo2_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdcn06iSop1rbavngo1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a href="http://suckmypoppunk.tumblr.com/post/50880165823" class="tumblr_blog">suckmypoppunk</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>I am Jake</p> <p>Jake is me</p></blockquote>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50889011280http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50889011280Mon, 20 May 2013 01:50:31 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c7f025aee42373f4419e276fbc91c8d0/tumblr_mkfecyJsmh1s32gdbo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50889004643http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50889004643Mon, 20 May 2013 01:50:23 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m031modsIR1qfccvpo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50888995823http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50888995823Mon, 20 May 2013 01:50:12 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mebtewinzW1r9e2uvo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50888975551http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50888975551Mon, 20 May 2013 01:49:46 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/853ae07aa74646951af8d6c997fb615b/tumblr_mmvdakeLj11rmjat4o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://chained-dasies.tumblr.com/post/50627817358/yessss" class="tumblr_blog">chained-dasies</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Yessss!</p></blockquote>http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50713878850http://ohjoel.tumblr.com/post/50713878850Sat, 18 May 2013 03:27:08 -0400